Losing someone so close to you really changes your outlook in life ya know. So if there is anything I would be able to teach from experience, it would be to love, cherish, and hold tight the ones you love dearly, because once they're gone the only thing you'll have left of them are the memories.
I miss you big sis, from now on I'm gonna turn things around in my life. I hope you're watching me from up there. I'll make you proud one day and I love you. When I'm as old as Gandalf and I won't even be able to stand up by my own will anymore, I'll tell my grandkids about you and when one of them asks me if I still love you, I'll say "Always." And yes that was a Severus Snape reference. I STILL GOT IT!!!
Hope you're waiting for me ate, I'll see you again someday.
Also DOWN WITH THE BENDERS!!! Because.... they are no good.